The Freedom of Limits
It is late in the evening, and I am sitting in my office. The light from my computer screen spills across the desk, reflecting off a half-finished cup of coffee that has gone cold. Papers are scattered around me, the kind of papers that are supposed to make a person feel busy, productive, important. But instead, I just feel heavy. The cursor blinks on an empty document, waiting for something that will not come easily tonight. I am supposed to be writing about progress, about the future, about freedom. But I am realizing that I have been chasing an idea of freedom that has no edges. And freedom without edges is not freedom at all. It is drift. For most of my life, I thought freedom meant having no limits. No schedule, no ceiling, no rules. I wanted open time, open roads, open choices. But when you finally get a little of that kind of freedom, it is not peace that follows. It is chaos. Every decision starts to feel heavier, not lighter. Every open path becomes another weight of uncertain...